Are You Afraid To Make A Major Sea Change In Your Life For Fear Your Friends Might Not Accept The New You?
Ah, this is so weird since I’m going through this right now.
I must admit that I’m not really afraid. I know my true friends will embrace the new me. I am still the person they have always known deep within. I still laugh at the same jokes, grin at the same things, love the same movies, etc.
The change is really beneficial on all accounts…
A lot of people tend to think my heart wanders, that I can’t stick with anything because there’s always something else that captures my attention. I’ve decided to change that. I have decided to invest myself into that which is good for me. I plan to stick by my resolve to do well in school and to disregard the stupid things that don’t really matter. I will work at being successful at whatever I choose to do. I won’t replace an obsession with another.
It’s hard to explain…
All I know is that I’m not afraid because of my friends but because of me. I’m scared I won’t recognize myself… that I won’t like who I become.
But I hate myself right now so anything is better than this.